Surprise! I'm Back! (Life Update)

I haven't posted anything on here since March. But, I've gotten a few requests for another post. Hopefully, I'll pick up momentum again and start writing regularly. Also, since there's been such a huge gap between now and March, I'll try to be brief!

Anyway, it's been an interesting past few months. School ended and I wasn't thrilled about it. Gemini was up in Pennsylvania just a few days before my summer vacation, and he wouldn't be back until about a month or so later. So I was miserable. But I tried to make the best of it.

Pretty much, I just watched movies and visited family. I wanted to keep my mind busy. I didn't want to think about the fact that Gemini was out of state, doing who knows what? Each day inched by painfully. He called when I pleaded him to. And we had maybe 5-6 phone/Skype calls throughout June. It killed me.

We broke up.

We argued and he ignored me for three days. I kicked him to the curb. At first, I thought it'd be impossible to get over it. But it hasn't even been less than a week and I truly feel great. Like I'm free.

I mean, I have emotional highs and lows since the break up. I spent 10 months with the dude. I won't get over him that quick. But part of me feels really comfortable about it.

I just have to remember what my former psychology teacher told me throughout my sophomore year...Okay, I don't remember it verbatim but it was something like: When you take out the trash, you leave it on the curb for someone else to pick it up. You don't go back out there and bring your garbage back into your house.

Like I said, I don't know exactly how that quote was supposed to go. But I'm pretty close.

But it helps to think about it. I've been hanging out with friends and family to keep myself busy and it's working. Every once in a while I'll feel anxious and panicked because of the breakup. But, it's easily resolved by hanging out with "Jenny."

So, for now, I'm healing. I'm improving myself for me and no one else. That's all that matters. Everything's going to be alright as long as I keep my eyes on my goals and on those who care about me. Junior year is starting in a little more than a month and I'm very excited. So many important things are flying towards me that I can't be distracted by heartache.

For all of those who have been waiting and asking (Nacor) for more blogging, I hope you enjoyed this and thank you for the support!